Sunday, March 6, 2011

letting go...

...is such a hard thing to do. You never know truly what is going to happen. I am being told right now that I must truly just let everything go...let go and let God.

I have never been so scared in my life to do something. I just get a giant knot in my stomach anymore though... I can't sleep well. I suppose there is nothing else to do but let it just go. I sound like a broken record to most ppl. I guess in the end I'm just a talker when it comes to processing.major things in my life....

I feel selfish though talking...saying how I feel. It's not about me...but I seem to somehow.make it about me...that's not right. It's not what is.needed right now either... let go and let.God... such an easy thing to say...sub a hard thing to truly do.

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